Ignorance

Haven't seen or heard a peep from you-know-who or fearfulXbenefactor since I was recording this early in the morning on Friday... but let me tell you, it's really screwed up my Spring Break plans.  Yeah, shockingly I still had them, but I really don't want to take the chance of Him following me to my planned destination.  So what am I doing right now?  Be-bopping across the state to various relatives.  One night each.  All told maybe about 12 hours at each destination.  Unfortunately, I've on the last one.  I have little choice but to go "home"  until the school reopens on Sunday.

My parents... and the rest of my family... have no fucking clue what's going on here.  I've done everything in my power to keep them ignorant of the world of cosmic horrors just below the surface of my daily life.  As someone who grew up with a close-knit family and deep seated commitments to them... distancing myself from them has been a painful and trying experience.  But it's for the best... because they currently hold the most powerful card in the game...

Ignorance.  Ignorance, not truth is the strongest card to hold.  But Cairo, you may ask, then why all this work towards finding the Truth?  Because...  truth is the second strongest card.  And if you know ANYTHING, if you've seen anything, if you've so much as heard His name, you can never hold the ignorance card again.  We all start with it... but the moment you start playing the game you lose it and can never get it back.  And I'm doing everything in my power to keep them out of the game.

So... contact will be limited while I'm there.  Can't take the chance of them looking over my shoulder and asking what I'm working on.  I'll try and get what I'm working on now up tomorrow before I leave, if not, you'll have to wait for Sunday.  I pray nothing happens... if it does, I'll bolt for a hotel somewhere instead, although my limited funds may lead to a few nights in the car.

One last thing, please.  If anything ever happens with me... don't try to contact my family, my friends, or anyone else who knew me.  Don't drag them down with me.