8.01.2011

[QUEUED]

Written - July 21st 3:30 AM

By the time any of you see this message, I don't even know which state I'll be in.  After seeing that footage last night posted by MyDarkJournal, I've determined a new course of action is required.

If I myself am compromised, I can't stay here.  Not around normal people.  Not putting them in danger.  My only remaining option is to go deeper.  It's the runner's life for me.

I'm not stopping my research.  I took with me my laptop, my camera, what I need to continue it.  I still have use of the car the PTC sent me out with, though all things considered, I can't use that long, as they'll certainly be along to reposes it and kill me as soon as they catch wind of this.  But it'll be a start.  So the plan is to keep moving.  Get up high where possible.  See if I can link up with anyone who'll still give me a chance and try to be of some help.

To Morgan - I left a letter in your mailbox apologizing already, so I won't repeat it here.  You've been a true friend all these years, and I thank you for that.  If for some reason you need to reach me, or if ANYTHING starts happening, you post here and let me know.  The new password is the name of that fan-fiction you helped me write in middle school.  You know the one.

To Mike - I haven't known you as long, but you seem like a good guy.  Take care of her and best of luck to you both.

To my Mother - I'm sorry about all of this.  I never wanted this for anyone, but I can't change the past.  The story I told you... the first one... is entirely true, which is why you must forget it.  I will call you when I can, but I can't come back.  I still love you.

To my Father - Doubt you're reading, but, I have nothing else to say to you.  I was missing two months, and then came back for two months, and you never even called me once.  Not even a single sign of concern.  China or not, I would have at least expected some contact.  Your job was always the most important.  I suspect this development will have little meaning to you.  Which is why I've liberated a few grand from your savings to fund my first few months on the run.  Thanks.

To the truth seekers - I ask that you please continue to keep watch.  Protect yourselves, and if I later prove to be compromised, there is something I must ask of you...